I changed the profile pic. I love being in the car....having somewhere to go gives me a sense of purpose and makes me feel accomplished when I get there. ----------------------------- I have to get away. I'm having inner struggles with things on the outside..and becoming curt, blunt, and probably rude sometimes just to make a statement. I think it finally hit me when I ran away to church this morning and it found me. I felt the phoniness in a move made after having a really good one on one praise session with the Lord, and I snapped...it was borderline making a point and not wanting to be touched by hypocritical and phony hands. I still could have done better in church but...I guess that's why I'm there. Why did they have to sit by me...so I went to another service because I didn't fill full, but my mind was still on the circumstances. I think we need to talk. ----------------------------- I need that Top 6 that I can count on to be there. Which is part of my decision to head back home once I'm finished here. Happy that one of my favorite blogs is back on air. Scattered brain lately...missing those days of time to sit and really lash out my thoughts on keyboard. I think I'm going to take up baths as a hobby. Trying to appreciate quiet moments with myself. | 
